March 2011
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I'm sorry
I never post. I have so many weird things going on in my life and so many things to deal with. I’m having an extremely difficult time making life-changing decisions and I don’t know what to do with my life right now. Ugh.
Mar 17th
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Mar 1st
February 2011
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This is what I deal with every night.
FYI: Matt was one of my best friends who died in November. This is my second terrible dream about him. The last dream was the one were he died again. I was in a big church at a gathering of some kind and a lot of people we know were there. I don’t  know why we were there. But suddenly I saw Matt there, in the same seat he was in the last  time I saw him there. He didn’t look like a...
Feb 26th
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“I have not tired of the wilderness; rather I enjoy its beauty and the vagrant...”
– Everett Ruess, November 11, 1934
Feb 7th
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I just woke up. I had a dream that I was at my work, and he was there, and he died again. I woke up for awhile and fell back asleep and the dream picked up again. Another girl died and our boat sank and there were tons of spiders. And now all I can do is think about him. I hoped so hard that I’d never have a dream about him, but I knew it would happen sooner or later. All I want to do is...
Feb 6th
January 2011
9 posts
Reblog if you live here!
appearingjayden: eevabraun: peaceandotherdrugs: theoriesandbrainwaves: unremixable: OMG MAGIC !! Unfortunately, yes. Sadly. Fuckk my lifee. D; sadly yes, Lol, fuck you guys, BC is great. this really should be “reblog if you can not wait to escape here”
Jan 31st
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It’s been two and a half months, and despite the fact that my life has been going rather well, I still feel like someone ripped a horrible, bloody, painful black hole in my heart that can never be filled up by anyone or anything ever again as long as I live. I’m heartbroken.
Jan 29th
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Jan 22nd
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Jan 18th
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Jan 16th
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Jan 11th
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Jan 8th
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Note to self: Starling.
Jan 6th
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boy are lovely.
Jan 5th
December 2010
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Dec 31st
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I haven’t been able to get on tumblr since Monday. WHY does my computer always do this to me?????????
Dec 31st
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Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 25th
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ListenListen
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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ListenListen
Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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Dec 17th
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Dec 15th
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i just
Went through a whole bunch of my old xangas, and now I feel like throwing up.
Dec 15th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 11th
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Dec 11th
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Dec 8th
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Dec 8th
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can’t you see that i’m the one who understands you? been here all along, so why can’t you see? you belong with me. have you ever thought just maybe you belong with me?
Dec 8th
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Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
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ListenListen
Dec 7th
Dec 5th
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Dec 3rd
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it’s late again i’ve had the hiccups all day i’ve eaten too much and my nails need painting i missed the thanksgiving parade i didn’t sleep for a minute last night things aren’t very good.
Dec 2nd
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Dec 1st
November 2010
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I loved him. I’m not going to say he was the love of my life or anything. But I loved him. I can’t sleep. How will I ever sleep again? It’s so hard to be alone with myself. But when I’m not alone, all I want to do is be alone. I wish I was heartless. A cold, unfeeling bitch. I don’t care about any of this. I’m unmoved. Nonchalant. Heartbroken? Not me. No way....
Nov 13th
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Nov 10th
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ListenI love this song and I can’t help it.
Nov 9th
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Nov 9th
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Nov 9th
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Nov 6th
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Nov 5th
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Nov 4th